Jade going off here, it’s like 4am and I’m up in 2 hours. - I hate life! Anyway if you reply then i’ll reply as soon as I can :).

I love you chick <3 

Jade, come on here please?

I love you so much I want to punch you in the throat for hurting yourself :’) I don’t know how to defend you from yourslef

And I can’t accept that I can’t stop you… <3

Did you see that thing when we log in, too

About the MIssing-E?

What is that???

O_O

Muppet I miss you :(

I Miss you more :’( But I’m back permenantly Monday! I love you muppet! Also when I graduate I’m backpacking around the US and Europe. Maybe not literally, depending on my resources. I don’t have much money so I might have to sell my eggs :’)

And I will reply to your incredibly long post in deep shit when I get on my laptop! <3

Response to the asks you sent me

Okay so at at least things might be getting somewhere sweetie! I know you can do it and talk to your therapist about what’s going on because it’ll help you. You can’t keep bottling it up because it’ll never get sorted. Why is today crucial? I’m kinda lost by that. How are you feeling on the meds? It’s okay you will feel strange but you’ll be fine. 

You muppet. Why didn’t you just go late? Surely better late than never right?! And that’s kinda shit but surely the fact you have a good grade they won’t remove you? That’d just be silly. 

Don’t be stressed because I’ll come and shoot you. You may have the chance to leave, you just have to tell somebody what is going on and how you feel about things. I love you and miss you more missy. 

Spain was so shit. I had to come home for the weekend but going back to our apartment in a different part of Spain next week. Not off to L.A until the 9th and that isn’t exactly confirmed yet as mum wants to take a trip to Australia now instead of at Christmas. So we’ll see where I end up. I LOVE YOU, stay strong okay? I know you can do this. I’m proud of you